I have been excited by being diapered for ever. I had lots of real playtime with wives. The first just diapered me. The second loved being Mommy to a sissy baby. It was a great time for both of us and permeated every aspect of our lives. I wish we could have stayed together.
But all my fantasies involving being submissive to a Daddy, another sissy or a TG Mommy. That never came to be and I would like to find someone kind and gentle, but in charge to teach me to be their very own customized sissy playmate.