I am an intelligent, articulate, muscular guy, but I suffer from severe shyness and the persistent feeling that I am "bad" and that I need... that I DESERVE and should be scolded and put in my place by being forced to routinely take humiliating and painful punishments ...
Find your Daddy first, THEN when hims finds out that you have been acting like a man - BiG TROUBLE for you! . Best wishes in finding your Daddy & getting put in your place! ~Diaperdoug .