update 3/30: I finally got in my diapers and started wearing a few months ago now...I can say that I am loving every minute of wearing them and using them before you ask me. Yes, I said wear and use. I haven't used a toilet in weeks now and plan on keeping it that way. I wear thick ones at home and when I go out places and will wear thinner ones with a possible depend over it to work. I am truly a diaper lover, but have dove into the AB side as well...just not as much. and yes I do wear the diapers 24/7 unless I am bathing or doing things like that....So, if happened to take the diaper off and was seeing if I could go without...just sitting in chair..and leaked out...no urge to go...just happened to flow out..does that mean diaper dependent now?