Tanks Josh fu b my frien. Let's chat some time.

i want a lover and im going to be honest now.

i help my mom an get paid for it. i have no car and very little money most the time, but i dont really need money. i budget mine mostly. im quiet sweet and just a bit dumb dense an dizzy at times. i play alota computer and video games
try to make music and other creative stuffs.

i have issues ("like dc comics" lol.) but im looking for a girl to love.

notice i flaut grammatical authority and stuffs. its... see more just the way i am. i think my constant use of lol on the interwebs reflects my constant nervous laugh. lol . i love to use net speak all the time i hate taking the time to say stuff properly i like to say what im trying to say as im saying it not go back an make sure i use a bunch of stupid dots and junk and spelled out full words correctly its annoying and unrealistic. anyhoo just write me and tell me what you want to know cuz i aint got a clue.

i have a tendancy to just say "hi" to try and start a conversation i dont know why people dont like that. also i been tryna find the right girl but i keep holding back on my details. im looking for love but i'm tired of landing a relationship and then revealing my dark secret and they refuse me. but i will continue to try with that person and just wait it out and hope for the best im always like that tho alot of times i saccrifice my own well being or happiness to help others and just wait it out grunt and bear it.

im too shy to land anyone so i been single for like 8 years.
i really want the right girl one who will do the things i want.. i like to sometimes say on other sites of a different nature that. i'm a bratty adolesent who acts like a baby when he dont get his way from time to time . lol that goes with my fantasies too anyway.

i have a fantasy where my girl friend would play out with me either mommy kid role or babysitter or something. but id be acting that way "like a baby when i did not get my way" and she would send me to my room and go shopping come back and set up the area we do it in, with all the baby stuff she bought (and some medications to help the process)

then she would fetch me and bring me in there to see it all set up, and when im confused shed tell me whats about to happen. ( if you are gonna act like a baby then im gonna treat you like one)

then she would undress me like i was a little kid who dirtied up all there clothes or something. then she would take me over her knee and severely hand spank my bare bottom, then lie me down and put a diaper on me just like a toddler give me the meds powder me an all that too (suppositories before strapping me in a diaper, "as high and as snug as possible" so it dont leak and cant be hidden very well.) and then she would explain the rules an all that and whatever.

i have been dieing to play out that fantasy for many years and never have (heck im not even sure i really would enjoy it but i obsess over it and play in diapers alone because i want to experience it) i think it all stems back to a time when i was a kid and my babysitter threatened to put me back in diapers.
there are other times in my life where i had seen or heard things and became confused in early childhood too. i guess its a chemical imbalance or sumthin that was triggered by contributing events and factors tho.

other than that theres not much i can say im willing to do just about anything fetish wise wheather id like it or not i dunno but im willing to try and then there are other wierd random things id like to test but first i need to find a girl willing to do the same as i or knows or whatever eitherway yea thats that tho. ill never find someone tho unless i was able to travel the universe lol.

other than that im a carring loving person with a good heart and just a bit stupid like i said. im add and bipolar probly and i dont know what else. lol

i want a lover and im going to be honest now.

i help my mom an get paid for it. i have no car and very little money most the time, but i dont really need money. i budget mine mostly. im quiet sweet and just a bit dumb dense an dizzy at times. i play alota computer and video games
try to make music and other creative stuffs.

i have issues ("like dc comics" lol.) but im looking for a girl to love.

notice i flaut grammatical authority and stuffs. its... see more just the way i am. i think my constant use of lol on the interwebs reflects my constant nervous laugh. lol . i love to use net speak all the time i hate taking the time to say stuff properly i like to say what im trying to say as im saying it not go back an make sure i use a bunch of stupid dots and junk and spelled out full words correctly its annoying and unrealistic. anyhoo just write me and tell me what you want to know cuz i aint got a clue.

i have a tendancy to just say "hi" to try and start a conversation i dont know why people dont like that. also i been tryna find the right girl but i keep holding back on my details. im looking for love but i'm tired of landing a relationship and then revealing my dark secret and they refuse me. but i will continue to try with that person and just wait it out and hope for the best im always like that tho alot of times i saccrifice my own well being or happiness to help others and just wait it out grunt and bear it.

im too shy to land anyone so i been single for like 8 years.
i really want the right girl one who will do the things i want.. i like to sometimes say on other sites of a different nature that. i'm a bratty adolesent who acts like a baby when he dont get his way from time to time . lol that goes with my fantasies too anyway.

i have a fantasy where my girl friend would play out with me either mommy kid role or babysitter or something. but id be acting that way "like a baby when i did not get my way" and she would send me to my room and go shopping come back and set up the area we do it in, with all the baby stuff she bought (and some medications to help the process)

then she would fetch me and bring me in there to see it all set up, and when im confused shed tell me whats about to happen. ( if you are gonna act like a baby then im gonna treat you like one)

then she would undress me like i was a little kid who dirtied up all there clothes or something. then she would take me over her knee and severely hand spank my bare bottom, then lie me down and put a diaper on me just like a toddler give me the meds powder me an all that too (suppositories before strapping me in a diaper, "as high and as snug as possible" so it dont leak and cant be hidden very well.) and then she would explain the rules an all that and whatever.

i have been dieing to play out that fantasy for many years and never have (heck im not even sure i really would enjoy it but i obsess over it and play in diapers alone because i want to experience it) i think it all stems back to a time when i was a kid and my babysitter threatened to put me back in diapers.
there are other times in my life where i had seen or heard things and became confused in early childhood too. i guess its a chemical imbalance or sumthin that was triggered by contributing events and factors tho.

other than that theres not much i can say im willing to do just about anything fetish wise wheather id like it or not i dunno but im willing to try and then there are other wierd random things id like to test but first i need to find a girl willing to do the same as i or knows or whatever eitherway yea thats that tho. ill never find someone tho unless i was able to travel the universe lol.

other than that im a carring loving person with a good heart and just a bit stupid like i said. im add and bipolar probly and i dont know what else. lol