I''m not quite sure how exactly to explain what I am looking for. Nor am I sure if it even exists at all. It''s embarassing to explain at all what I dream about, but, let''s say I like the idea of having both a Mommy and a Daddy in the same body. Meaning... I enjoy male bits *coughs*  >.> but I love the idea of getting to nurse and breastfeed too. MOVING ON NOW! *giggles*  Really though as much as it sounds like I am looking for something totally preverted I really am not and I am -not- here looking for a sexual realationship, I''m really not. In fact thats in the end about the least important thing of all to me in a relationship, but, it''s still part of what I dream about maybe finding someday. What I''m really looking for more than anything else though is a parent/caretaker who loves just being together and cuddling and snuggling and spending time together. Sure if I get to nurse and have fun playtime in my diapers too I''ll be one happy diaper baby but really, I just want to be held and cuddled and taken care of like the toddler I am inside. All that adult stuff is just a bonus. ;)