I was a bed wetter growing up and wore diapers until I was about 12. I started having a fondness for lingerie at around 13. For the most part I have been a closet sissy most of my life. I have dated a few women and have been married twice, but I have had more boyfriends than girlfriends. I came out of the closet to my family and friends about 15 years ago after my divorce. That being said I am very attracted to women emotionally. Most of my friends are females. I love to cuddle, kiss, be affectionate, do social things, I am very loving and nurturing etc…I just prefer having sex with men. I am a closet sissy and have always liked having a male lover. That a being said I. I am straight acting and appearing but I do wear panties every day. AT home and on the weekend I wear diapers. I prefer to wear diapers and lingerie. I am very fun and outgoing. Very good looking, clean cut fag. I am college educated. I am open to communicating with anyone. I travel a lot for work and have met people too weekend getaways. I can also live anywhere. Sexually I am a total bottom and have no sexual interest ion having intercourse with women but I do love to kiss, lick, cuddle, if you have strap on great. Emotionally I am attracted to women, and sexually to men. I am not sure if it is possible, but if there are any woman who might be a lesbian, maybe a woman who wants a cuckold relationship, maybe someone just lonely and likes companionship like me. It would be great if you wore diapers too. My dream is to have a loving relationship with a woman, but at the same time I wan to be able to meet men and not have to hide being on a date with a man. A woman who will accept me as a sissy would be a dream come true.