wulffcub420

So  i am  36  im an artistic  sensative  type  of  guy  and  im  a  submissive but  i have  no experince  so  i dont  want to do  anything  to  extreme as of yet.   i have  a  very specific  set of  submission  fantasies. im a Diaper lover. 

 i have a specific fantasy about  being spaked and forced to be a toddler for a  set  ammount of  time.  

 when i was thirteen i was threatend,   i came  close  but it dint happen  and i have  obsessed over it  but probly i actualy wanted it then  cuz i think i developed  my diaper fetish young.

 i kinda dont even want to diaper an change someone else i am  very sub in these fantasies all of mine revolve around me being diapered and babied  an stuff not the other way around really.  i have  begun to evolve from just a sex fetish to a full blown emotional need to have these things happen to me.  im open to try  new things  too  but i need this more than i even know.  im in pain

other than that im searching  for  love too a normal relationship if all be  it  reveserd rolls from tradition with a woman or as a bottom with a top daddy.  i kinda think basicly i need a daddy  male  or  female.

i am  a  juggalo  a  metal head  i rap  i sing i scream  i make youtube videos  i  work taking care of  my  mother  i have a hard time  going over nite  or very  far  but im working thru plans  to work around that  so yea  i like  anime  and superheroes and scifi  im a  nerd  im  a  bit  dense  and i dunno  im  me   someone  help please thank you hope to see  you soon  have a nice  day.