So i am 36 im an artistic sensative type of guy and im a submissive but i have no experince so i dont want to do anything to extreme as of yet. i have a very specific set of submission fantasies. im a Diaper lover.
i have a specific fantasy about being spaked and forced to be a toddler for a set ammount of time.
when i was thirteen i was threatend, i came close but it dint happen and i have obsessed over it but probly i actualy wanted it then cuz i think i developed my diaper fetish young.
i kinda dont even want to diaper an change someone else i am very sub in these fantasies all of mine revolve around me being diapered and babied an stuff not the other way around really. i have begun to evolve from just a sex fetish to a full blown emotional need to have these things happen to me. im open to try new things too but i need this more than i even know. im in pain
other than that im searching for love too a normal relationship if all be it reveserd rolls from tradition with a woman or as a bottom with a top daddy. i kinda think basicly i need a daddy male or female.
i am a juggalo a metal head i rap i sing i scream i make youtube videos i work taking care of my mother i have a hard time going over nite or very far but im working thru plans to work around that so yea i like anime and superheroes and scifi im a nerd im a bit dense and i dunno im me someone help please thank you hope to see you soon have a nice day.