I stand or even sit. Alone for the first time in my life. No wife no girlfriend to love. My life has taken a different turn. The loneliness creeps in. I'll have to work harder this time to get back on my feet. To walk off the hurt inside me. I get it I made the mistakes and I'm paying for them. But now I'm alone. So alone. The fear of not being able to find that certain special one again is hanging over my head. Never again will I have that trust for another. So I stand alone. It's no one's fault but, my own I walked down that path that should have turned the other way. Something was pulling me. Most likely the demon inside me. I will never be able to show my face to her again she is gone and has made other plan's. I leave you with this. Make sure every move you make is what you want. In the end it's what you choose.