Applescrap

Im interested in working out, learning and generally improving myself.
Having my brother living with me doesnt give me the ability to wear diapers so I guess this ends up making me not sure if i enjoy to many diaper fetishes. So im open to try them.
I am looking for someone who understands that Since i havent done to many abdl things yet i truly dont know if i enjoy certain thing. That doesnt mean I wont change or do certain fetishes with you it more like i wont to figure out what I actually enjoy. Though, there is one thing I want to try out, get to that later.
Someone whos interested in starting a buisness is a plus, i eventually want to own a buisness one day.
Someone who enjoys cuddling is a major plus since im still a virgin without much experience cuddling is one of the only things I know I enjoy.
Back to that one thing I want to try out.
I use to do nofap, when I did that I never felt more euphoric so i want to try it out again but more exstreme. I want to try out full orgasm denial. With someone else in control.
This is something that i know for certain i want to try.