Turning 29 in 2 weeks honestly but of a sob story I'm a bigger guy but carry my weight well I've been told my whole life I'm a lil slow at learning things but I try so hard in life usually for nothing just to be robbed behind my back or talked bad about people that don't even know me I dont know I just feel if I don't find someone soon ideally a lg or a female diaper lover I'm ok with most just nothing asty lie eating nasty stuff personally I think diapers are the hottest thing Out there mabey that and a nice outfit and maybe a fully nappy/diaper I'm vary understanding I try not to judge I understand everyone's different if I ask a lot of questions at times I'm most likely trying o understand exactly what were saying id lie to say I'm well spoken for being a lil slow maybe thats just in message though idk I don't have much money if any on the usual no job most days I fight depression and loneliness alone at home I've tried walking and such lose weight just I hav like non existent testosterone level that doctors can't seem to get levels raised so yeah it's just sry hard on me I don't know no friends really come over anymore they call themselves friends dk if I can though maybe I'm just a realist idk
Just here another friend of mine passed that I grew up with and idk what to do with my life I'm loving caring an compassionate and yet I'm never even given a chance I have lil hope left and have felt for the longest time since before teenage years
But why am I preaching I'm alone anyway no one cares enough to listen and have me a part of lives instead I just get robbed and pushed away fuck my ife that doesn't exist
Fuck I hate my life nearly 30 tbi traumatic brain injury no friends no job no money no t idk what to do still at moms cause brother kicked e out where I stayed an took him in but I guess it's whatever my birth mom seems to be the only person who gives a fuck about me I don't know why to do and those are real tears it seems as more time passes that I'm alone to sadder i get the more I cry but i guess why am i preaching no one cares anyways just one more person who wants to end everything
Please if anyone out there is interested please don't hesitate saying hi I'm dying of loneliness idk how much more I can take
Sorry first time back been catfished robbed you name it it's happened and Ben aloe all through sadly enough please anyone
