I'm Rocky. If you put a bunch of random interests and personality traits into a blender, you might get something that looks like me! You may also get some crazy mutant cyborg whose only goal is to wipe out the human race, so I wouldn't recommend actually trying it.
I'm confident in a lot of ways, but tend to feel more comfortable in the passenger seat when it comes to relationships. That seat may require a car seat because beneath the shell of an intelligent, techy, music-loving nerd is just a little boy that craves love and attention. The biggest secret in the world is that my butt looks better diapered, but maybe you should be the judge of that.
I do like to have a healthy balance in my life. I have a good career and love making music as a hobby. Diapers and other ABDL stuff is just a way for me to "turn off" my brain and relax, as well as calming anxieties I get at night (though cuddling works as well). While "going 24/7" is a great fantasy, I couldn't do it for more than a vacation. My work and creative mind does not mix with my little/sub space mind.