i am an abdl and have been interested for as long as i can remember. it came from a childhood trauma so i dont really care for other dls that are older men.
hi! im just a girl looking for friends! lmk if you wanna chat, also im in the nh area. not too far from boston!
Okay so, the reason I am an abdl starts when I was around four years old. My real father was mentally and physically abusive to me and my mother. He heavily used substances and did not want to care for me. So, i would be locked in my room for days at a time without food or a bathroom. Resulting in me having to wee in the closet. I would be beaten because of the smell and carpet being wet. At the time I had a young sister and she was still in diapers.
#5 I’m going to wait a long time to think about it but I don’t think it’s a sexual thing. But I don’t feel valid enough to join sfw sites. Sorry for all of this but if you read till the end thank you and sorry this might be confusing to read but i numbered the parts to read in order lol.
#4 The more years that go by I’ve been thinking it’s not a sexual thing. I’m not completely sure yet, but I thought it was because it felt good when I wet and I like being spanked, but that could just be because I was abused. I mostly just want to be held and feel like a little girl again, but safe this time. I do get triggered sometimes when people say sexual things to me on my abdl sites.
#3 I do not need pity or comfort as I know now I am safe and well. for anyone asking, this is just the reason why. (Edit) I found out about diaper things when I was a teen. Going through puberty. I found it on the hub and thought that’s what I had. I felt a weird feeling about it and later made the connection to when I was little. I had never stopped thinking about it. But with daddy issues and puberty it became a sexual thing for me.
#2 She would use them and leave them on the floor because she didn’tlike the feeling. So, being the smart girl I was, I did the same. And it provided a safe comforting feeling that would stick with me in my whole life so far. I still get that safe comforting feeling today. I have told close friends and they have made connections from the abuse that one on then and now, for example I was four when it started. And my little age is four.
hey! messaged you on kik
Hey ok I messaged back sweetie
hiya everyone! money has been super tight for a while and ive been unable to buy little things, especially diapers. if anyone wants to help me out my cashapp tag is $bambi362. it is completely up to you and you dont have to, but if you do i will post pictures in return! 
just saw someone post a profile pic with pedophilia and nepiophilia. that is DISCUSTING. and this is not the site to be for that nasty shit. excuse my language but this is why people like us are called names and seen as disgusting. if you like that stuff, you are a monster and a fuckin creep. nobody wants you here.
Hiya all! I have started writing my personal abdl fantasy stories on Wattpad! Have a look and tell me what you think, it would mean a lot
hey! give this message a like if you want me to be your little sister! 
