robyn

I have diagnosed mental illnesses including regression disorder, my therapist's words not mine. You see I don't feel when I regress to the child inside me and especially the baby that they are mental disorders I feel they are helping, comforting me, allowing me to be wrapped in soft, caring, warm and safe emotions rather than when I was continually being abused by a babysitter and at school. This is why I'm attracted to soft angora or similar 'baby jumpers' as my inner friend calls them, also soft security rugs and blankets allow me to be wrapped in them to escape the world and go into my safe and in truth fetish world of being pacified, bottle even breast fed and of course changed as I am unable to stop my bed wetting which I am even at my age still unable to stop, even when I feel it start I can't move until it is finished. So, I have some issues one is trust as schoolboys have done things to me so if males can please not respond to me it may help, this is a real case of its not you it really is me' thankyou:)