ABDurham

So I started as a DL when I was in my late teens. I researched the internet and found that there was a community online, and lots of people were drawn to the ABDL scene. I started out trying pull-ups and then ventured into Boots branded teen/adult nappies. I was hooked and started wearing them through the night and through the day when I had the house to myself. I finished college and got a job, and things changed. I started thinking it's odd, and it's never going to progress.

Fast forward, and a long-term relationship ends, I find myself living alone, and I turn to the ABDL scene again, but this time it is a need, as I need to be in a little space to recover. Start wearing full-time at home (Wet Only), wearing outfits and using a bottle/dummies. I would lose myself for hours in a little space, playing with toys and watching cartoons, etc.
This lasted for around 12 months, then I met someone, and we ended up living together through COVID. My ABDL side stops as not wanting her to find out etc, although she ends up cleaning the garage while I am at work and sends me a picture of what she found. I have been rumbled and she has found everything, she was supportive and not strange about the situation. I returned home, and she'd been doing research online. She had lots of questions that evening, although this led to that evening the first time someone put me in a nappy, she had experience due to babysitting when she was younger. Truthfully was a little awkward from both sides, and that night I slept next to her wearing a nappy.

Our relationship lasted for 3 years, 2 years of this her knowing about the ABDL scene and learning as we went. I was nappied full time at home and venturing out into public (Discreetly of course), bottle feed, outfits picked, nappy changes etc and I loved it. Our relationship ended in 2024 due to wanting different things, which happens and it was the right decision although now I am missing a mother figure in my life.

Hence why I have joined Fetlife to put myself out there. Not looking for a relationship or anything sexual, looking for a female to take on the mothering role for me. Looking for 1/2 meets a month for someone to help me go into a little space and then also get something out of it. Understand I am asking a lot, and I was one of the lucky ones in my past relationship regarding finding someone willing to accept my ABDL although its worth a try.