JohnMG

My Backstory:

I had a rough upbringing, so as a result, I'm estranged from my parents. In college, I was in a nasty car wreck due to a seizure. Afterwards, I was diagnosed with epilepsy. I spent some time in physical therapy due to nervous system damage; hence, the injuries left me with some bladder control issues, so that's essentially what introduced me to adult diapers. I haven't had a relationship since college, as, following the accident, I went through an existential crisis phase of my life, so I began having difficulties connecting with people. I spent my mid-late 20s coming to terms with my trauma while learning to cope with the seizures. Therefore, I've decided I'm finally ready to reach out — to look for someone with whom I can have a committed relationship.
My Hobbies & Interests:

I'm really into film — unlike many guys, I'd say my favorite genre is drama, as I enjoy narratives that explore themes of human nature, with one of my favorite shows being Six Feet Under. I'm into traveling, especially to New York to see plays on Broadway. I'm also a huge bookworm. I enjoy reading extensively about science, history, sociology, philosophy (especially epistemology), and psychology. While I'm not too into fiction, I'd say my favorite fiction genre is sci-fi. I strive to be consistent with my beliefs, ensuring my actions align with my principles; thus, I strongly adhere to the Golden Rule. I enjoy engaging in thought-provoking 'what-if' conversations, discussing hypothetical scenarios, and exploring topics such as human nature. I also love writing; accordingly, I'm currently working on a novel, which I've already completed a few hundred pages of. Based on feedback from others, I'm known for being reserved and soft-spoken. I'd say, based on my self-assessment, that I consider myself to be very laid-back and easy-going.

I am looking for:

I figured a site like this would help me find someone who may be willing to have a relationship with someone who's got some debilitating aspects. Regarding my condition, I deal with involuntary tremors, occasional slurred speech, and issues with my balance and motor skills. I wear diapers 24/7 due to nerve damage, and a common symptom of seizures is loss of urinary and bowl control. Following the car wreck and the onset of seizures, I've had complications with various tasks involving coordination: folding clothes, unpacking items, etc. I also have issues with brain fog and migraines, causing me to deal with the good-day-bad-day conundrum. It's gotten harder to live on my own, so I'm really looking for a person who can provide me with compassion and companionship while also offering support and assistance with the complications that I deal with. I think the reason why I'm attracted to someone who can play the role of a mommy is that I never had compassionate parents growing up, so it would be wonderful to finally experience having someone who truly cares about me, someone willing to look out for me.